Sometimes, in order to go forward, we must stop.
It is not simple, not all succeed or have skills or interest, but sometimes occur of the facts that, inevitably, we impose a pause for reflection.
There is no perfect recipe for every occasion and each must make its own, admitted that it is capable.
We each have our own dark corners inside, but which are skeletons in the closet or demons in the soul, our personal circus of life must live on a daily basis.
Accept the presence is not discounted nor simple, and even less so is to recognize that we influence the life because each of these attitudes might appear as a sign of weakness .
The problem is that it often realize later, when now the damage is done and everything is lost, because we are not of the Illumined Minds, but beautiful and imperfect creatures.
And who undergoes our mistakes ?
Often those who loves us and is closer, because it enjoys the privilege of being able to see our true self and, sometimes, it undergoes fluctuations.
Personally I know how sometimes it can be difficult to stay close to me, and I also know that certain my behaviors could have caused pain who loves me.
Sometimes I like everything was simple, easy and linear, but the world does not follow with particular interest my indications and I understand that as well as the diversity of thought and with respect to maintain balance and stimulus in interpersonal relationships.
Sometimes..sometimes I would like to be able to go back and wait, think and maybe act differently, but obviously the utopia of hindsight is not feasible and everyone must accept responsibility and the consequence of their actions.
However, I hope and believe, there could be a way to change and try not to repeat more certain errors.
Stop is the only road that I see viable and that both in solitary or with someone at my side, accept my demons and want to make peace with them, I think it is already a big step forward to try to dissipate or, at least, thinning the clouds that weigh heavily on my mood.
There is still so much to say, because this is only my thoughts and nothing more, but for now it goes well.
Today’s Clip is : Nothing else Matters – Metallica (Metallica – 1991)
See you soon