Are 2 a.m. of 23 January, and even if i’mm tired, I can’t sleep.
It’s not a good sign, why I am showing the typical symptoms when my mind goes out from the binary logging out and takes the upper hand on the ability to discern .
The sleep-wake rhythm represents normality and keeps us transparencies and vigilant, but when the lost due to a variety of reasons, we enter in a condition “disturbed” .
This period of reorganization and restructuring which will bring me to a moving between less than a week, took me the time (and concentration) to write but tonight, insomnia gave me an offset spatial temporo such that the words you pose on the keys almost alone.
Now, it would be interesting to understand where they want to go, these Blessed words, because the current state I feel like fogged and I find myself in a condition midway between the silly and lucidity (probably i choose for the first).
In my life I have changed several times house, this is my seventh removals and I don’t have the certainty that it is the last, because in the end, as for many other things in my nature there is the ability to stay too long.
I do not know if it is because I have to search for (or find) new challenges, but periodically, I need to change and try something new in which throw my energies.
At a certain point I felt that this was a damage, or at least an aspect individually negative, instead now think differently.
The stability creates security and enables us to live in a comfort zone, but search for new stimuli, challenges or whatever you want to call the instinct that impels us to leave well..is very exciting.
Obviously it worry (if it were not so now I would stay asleep…) but produces endorphins and allows us to make cleaning, both physically and mentally.
Yesterday I went to a couple of times to the ecological area to dispose of waste and delete things i carry behind for twenty years and I have to say that was the sensation of freedom and lightness (in addition to healthy pleasure caused by the noise of old and useless furnishings go shattered in bins).
As for the rest, change helps you see new perspectives, refresh your mind and keeps us ready to better deal with unforeseen, providing periodically the possibility to renew and renew ourselves.
It is not bad …
A couple of minutes perderei them also to describe the Champagne Cave Privèe 1990 Veuve Cliquot.. Complex, sumptuous, superfine : large bottle !
I have to say that this was a strange post, perhaps also for the time in which it was written and finished (are 4 AM),
the musical accompaniment of today is a group of border which I like very much :
Calexico and Mexicali are two twin cities that delimit the border between United States and Mexico .
Surely the places where the desire for change pervades much of people that passes through it.
Calexico – Minas de Cobre ( The Black Light – 1998)
Good night and see you soon